This morning was anything but calm. I worked out as usual, took a shower then proceeded to have breakfast with my family. The reality of things hit me. I'm not working. I'm consuming food which I did not work hard for. I'm drinking coffee I can hardly afford.
I know that I need to find a new job very soon. But the bitter truth is that jobhunting is not an instant enterprise. For now, I will have to live with it. I have to keep calm. I am better off without my previous circumstances. I can only move on and find something better for me.